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Was tagged by , and this was fun XD Needed a less depressing journal up too~ If tagged again I'd do a different character, Vhaidra won the coin throw XD

Rules: 
1.Post all the rules
2. Post 8 facts about your character
3. Tag 8 other people
4. Post the character's name with their owners

Vhaidra Tyl'saris / Vhaidra of the Sky

1. Vhaidra is living as an exile from the dark elven lands of Xildaris over an incident involving spiked wine and a bunch of inflated dark elf noblewomen. She earns a living by performing mercenary work, ranging from merely culling an unusually abundant wolf problem to bounty hunting and many things in between. She's also worked in mines, as a woodcutter, and even a blacksmith (she's the daughter of weapon and armorsmiths XD ) . She'll accept almost any work if the pay is right.

2. Vhaidra is a Dragoon, the dark elf equivalent of knights specializing in mounted combat, two handed weapons and fighting in tandem with their mounts when not riding them. She earned this form of lesser nobility by saving the life of a nobleelf's daughter in a pitched battle against a wood elf incursion party. Her primary weapon is a blue steel halberd, with a shortsword as her sidearm. She also possesses a pearlwood longbow, a couple of axes, a smithing hammer, and various other implements of potential violence. She also uses her body as a weapon often, buttslamming people, smacking them with her boobs (very painful due to their enormous size, even more so when armored) or just kicking them and throwing them around. She can sometimes enter a frenzy in combat (and a different sort when fucking! ) where her attacks come at a surprisingly rapid pace.  Strength wise she's strong enough to physical force someone into a new form (the only way she can transform people technically XD ) .

3. Vhaidra is a prolific eater and drinker; devouring several whole roast chickens, steaks, sides and liters of ale to wash it all down is not unusual for her. She needs to eat that much to support her body...so she says. Quite of bit of her earnings go towards her meal and ale budgets. 

4. Vhaidra is quite capable of surviving in the wilds, as all dark elves are trained in basic survival skills such as foraging, hunting, shelter building and related skills. Unusually, and perhaps a result of her extensive travels outside of the frigid north, she enjoys luxurious comforts far more than typical members of her race.

5. Vhaidra can be quick to anger, and often acts impulsively, but is capable of surprising insight in social situations, and especially in battle. She tries to behave in civil situations, but has taken part in and incited several bar brawls, and perhaps a riot or two. She's also bedded or attempted to bed wives, daughters, noblewomen...people in positions or related to those in positions of power. There are a few towns and villages she's no longer welcome at do to her capacity for violence, lustiness and just...collateral damage from her antics. She can throw an average size grown human male across a room effortlessly, and tends to throw tables when others are throwing chairs.

6. Vhaidra may be a warrior, but she's surprisingly feminine outside of fighting. She enjoys fine dresses, jewelry, and the company of other ladies in more intimate...settings. Her temper and vulgar language can make this hard to see (Though even dark elf nobles swear a lot, as they're not quite as...erm...high class as nobility from other races... XD ) . Most of her attire not only consists of various fancy or practical dresses, most of them cover more of her figure than her "armor" does. She dreams of being a princess one day XD The few bras she owns have to be reinforced with steel. Even when acting ladylike, she's very quick to use her physique to intimidate or seduce other women; she sits on people regularly, has smacked people with her tits, and one of her preferred ways of humiliating other ladies is spanking them~

7. Vhaidra loves inflation, both blowing other girls up and being ballooned herself. She is a user, harvester and sometimes grower of cloudcap mushrooms. She often keeps a bottle or two of potions derived from this lighter-than-air inflation-inducing fungus. Even in fights where her enemy is trying to blow her up, this can cause focus issues for the dark elf as her desire to be victorious conflicts with her outright lust for floating and being helpless; being amazonianly strong and tall, she is seldom physically overpowered (magic used against her aside), and finds it strangely arousing to be round and helpless XD Her libido is a constant sources of trouble for herself and her friends. Her maximum size when inflated is titanic partially due to her already huge base size, and elven elasticity XD She does not enjoy being inanimated nearly as much...or at all, in most cases. She's also very fond of using a puffkiss to end fights against other females XD

8. Vhaidra is terrified of faeries and their kin. The fae folk of their world love messing with their cousins, the elves, and dark elves in particular due to their low innate magic resistance. She's been toyed with (literally in some cases) by such beings and are one of the few enemies she would flee from shamelessly. She also dislikes magic in general, like most of her race...but balloony magic is okay~

For my tags, lemme see....

The world wants to know more about Natasha XD

Esmeralda is a cutie and the source of the inspiration that led to Nanako XD

Crisis!

I'd love to know more about Fritzi >:3

Evie and her mischief~

Our resident night elf balloonmaker Naleyna XD

Let's see what Lilith's made of...or what she makes of people...etc XD

Isabel >;3

No obligation of course!
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Apologies for the forthcoming long winded entry, but this isn't an easy journal for me to write.

For the past several years I have been effectively trapped in a vicious cycle of sorts, a mental entrapment if you will. I struggle with chronic major depression, as well as ADHD and chronic anxiety, and have been through a fairly complicated cycle of medication therapies, counseling, and other interventions in order to gain some normalcy and functionality in my life. Unfortunately, things were not so easy in that regard.

Due to the fact that my mind never truly...shuts down, I took Zzzquil for nearly 7 years to force myself to sleep since I cannot blank out my mind voluntarily. Zzzquil is essentially just a diphenhydramine tincture, but after finally speaking with my primary provider for the first time in ages, he revealed that excess use of benadryl actually blocks your body's ability to enter REM sleep / deeper sleep stages. To summarize, I have technically gotten almost no sleep in years, and my body became adapted to the medication, requiring almost laughably high doses for me to get tired.

As a result of this lack of sleep, compounded with the other problems, I became profoundly depressed, apathetic, and detached from...well, reality in general. I drank heavily to "cope", found succor in my video games far more than is healthy, and alienated a great deal of my friends. I seriously contemplated suicide twice in the past few years, but fortunately the little  rationality that remained talked me out of it...that and not wanting to hurt my friends or family through a selfish act. Things feel as if they are changing a little, in some good and some bad ways.

In the past couple of years, I got married, and my wife and I just bought our own home. She's been a gods send that has kept me propped up despite my best efforts to fall.

I was recently weaned off of Zzzquil, and put on an anti-depressant that I'm not allergic to for once (I'm horribly allergic to the SSRI class of antidepressants...like, they make me violently ill >.< ) . I was also put on an anti-anxiety drug that doubles as a sleeping aid that does not impact deeper sleep. Between the drinking, depression, ADHD, and anxiety, I had little in the way of mental clarity.  With this new medication regimen, I have a level of lucidity I haven't experienced since middle school. And, in an ironic twist worthy of a Twilight Zone episode... I've never been more depressed in my life. Being able to think and process things with a lucid mind has brought the full weight of my actions, inaction, and apathy crashing down on me. When I was drug and alcohol addled, I never really considered the consequences of my detachment. Not out of malice or willful neglect, but out of just not even being able to realize what was happening. I've harmed my best friends, driven others away, and now I understand it all. They put up with more than they should have, forgave me only for me to vanish into my vices and darker recesses of my mind. This isn't an attempt to excuse or justify my behavior, but the realization of what was done and the impact it had on my friends and supporters.

One of the few silver linings is that my creativity seems to be trying to fire up again in regards to stories and the drive to write them. Provided I can dredge myself out of this pit, there may be some new stories on the horizon. The Inflatrix will be making a return, though with some changes most likely, among others.

I'm sorry for airing my issues like this, but...venting a bit seems to help me out somewhat. Maybe once my mind stabilizes a bit, things will look a lot less bleak, but we'll see.
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I apologize for the delay ^^;

Thank you for all of the birthday wishes, gifts, and sentiments! My ability to be on DA has been exceedingly sparse this year between work and multiple deaths in the family. It was very uplifting to see such messages when I felt I did not deserve them.

Still attempting to get some story work done; the time that has elapsed since my last upload has gone beyond any excuse, work, mood, or anything.

- Kreizen
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First off, I really want to thank everyone for the birthmas wishes! I was so tied up by family and work yesterday that I could not get around to responding to them all properly, but they are all greatly appreciated ^^

I also owe my watchers an explanation (or several) regarding the pathetic lack of story updates. The past year has seen quite a few changes in my life; first full time career-worthy job, buying a house, steady girlfriend...so on and so forth. My free time has been sapped fairly thoroughly. This is compounded by an up until recent borderline addiction to sleep aids (working the third shift makes sleep difficult at times), leaving me in a perpetual state of sedation. Once the sleep apnea started, however, my doctor pushed me to cease taking those. My energy has been returning slowly due to the lack of sedatives in my system, and I'm planning to finally post a few new stories as soon as reasonably possible. I apologize profusely for the length of time since last posting a story, but will try to make it up to you guys.
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Winter

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The best time of year...unless you're stuck in Texas, in which case we don't really have "seasons".

At any rate, the previous journal was over a year old and plenty has changed since then. I apologize for the lack of story updates, the job I began last year has proven to be far more demanding than anticipated. Mandatory overtime, a high turnover rate and all of the usual work place chaos. I have been working on some stories over the past several months, most of the concepts involving my more neglected OCs. With luck, something new should be posted soon. The Inflatrixverse will be picking up again once the likes of Kaitlyn, Nanako and their respective worlds are visited a bit XD

The majority of the stories will be inflation themed, but some may include transformation. If that's not your cup of tea, that's quite alright. I will be trying to label / title the stories as such to avoid anyone getting an unpleasant surprise.
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